Letting Go

All of my life has been a constant fight with my family. Over nothing but nonsense. Sometimes its me starting it, because they come and annoy me when I am clearly doing something else. It might be because of my short temper, but they know me well enough not to do it. It starts off with me and my mom talking. Then my temper starts to take over. My step-dad a person who I thought was my enemy. The only enemy here is myself. He would come down and take over the situation, because he didn't like how it was sounding. That really pisses me off. I realize now that he was only trying to help me, but always went about doing it in the wrong way. Sometimes the fights get so bad. My brother starts crying, then I go and try to comfort him. Not the best time to do, since I am the one that made him cry, and I'm still upset. I don't like to hurt the people that love me, and are just trying to help me. I took my family for granted. Having a life changing experience really turned my life around. I am very greatful for that experience. I love my family, I try not to do things that hurt them. All I want to do is be the best daughter, friend that I can be to them. Its time for me to return the favor.